So as I said I'm a university drop-out, ex crack head, overly anxious, socially assisted individual. My life currently looks a little bit like this:
I sleep very little. Maybe 4 hours a day. Always awake and manic by 3:30 am. Earlier this month I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, I reached a new 18 pill total. None are narcotics but the sheer amount of medication alone is taking a toll on my body. I'm 23 years old. Some days I wonder if I will ever reach a realm of normality again. I see doctors/psychiatrists/councillors at least once a week. My soul purpose as of late is to make all these appointments and I've been neglecting that. as well as every other adult responsibility I've taken on thus far.
You may still be wondering the point of this blog other than for me to vent, well; I need a forum to express my trials and tribulations of this disease that affects so many. Also I feel everybody could use a third and forth ear to listen to your story. Well I could be your shoulder to cry on or one of the members of the community of strangers that I hope to help reinforce.
I do not wish this disease on my worst enemy but many suffer from mental illness and I want to be able to help in some small way
Happy holidays
Yours truly
-Mitch
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